Time to lose it...

Okay so I know I have mentioned in the past about wanting to loose weight. As someone who has struggled with weight basically my entire life I know I have talked about it. 

I honestly have not been serious until tonight. I would say you know I'm going to go on a "diet" and then go to work and stuff my face full of pastries.

Now I guess you may be wondering why I have decided tonight to do it...

I'm not sure how to explain it other than this. When I look at my self in the mirror I know yes I have gained some serious weight but I don't recognize it THAT much. Well Saturday we got our family pics done and I just received the sneak peeks...needless to say I look like I ate everyone at the photo shoot

I'm sad to say that I am embarrassed by this. I don't want to look like this anymore.

So with that being said I am going to get serious. I have to.